CHAPTER 8

Words : 891 Updated : Oct 11th, 2020

I snap my head up, meeting Beatrice's burning gaze. She appears amused yet it's so clear in her eyes that she's lying intentionally to snitch on me. I feel my throat tighten, my breathing becoming restricted. The rest of the class are now glancing between Beatrice and I, waiting for the explosion to happen. Will I stand up for myself or will Beatrice win as she usually does? "Is Beatrice telling the truth?" The teacher sighs, her hand still outstretched ready for my phone. Beatrice is challenging me with her narrow beady eyes, waiting to see whether I'll stick up for myself or not. I tear my eyes away from her, squaring my shoulders up bravely. I won't let her win. "No I wasn't texting, I'm aware of the rules. I was checking the time, I swear." I can practically see Beatrice seeping with anger from the corner of my eyes but I will myself to keep my back turned on her. The teacher glances between Beatrice and I one last time before she sighs and drops her hand. "Very well but if I catch a glimpse of it again, I will confiscate it Bella." I nod quickly, letting her know I understand. At least she knows my name now . . . I slump back in my chair in relief, grateful to have the attention diverted away from me. I spend the remaining part of the lesson trying to avoid catching Beatrice's burning stare. ***** The bell rings and I stand up, grabbing my books and putting them inside my bag. As usual I wait a little longer before leaving the classroom so the students can disappear out of the corridors. The second I step outside, I'm surrounded by three girls . . . Beatrice & Co. Beatrice towers over me and her two friends stand on either side of me, keeping me trapped. From the look on Beatrice's face, she's very angry at me. "What is your problem mute? I can feel you glaring at me all day." She hisses, closing the space between us. "I d-don't have a problem with you. Can't you just leave me alone?" I whisper, hating the way my voice became so mouse-like around her. Her lips curl up into a sneer and she takes another step forward, her heels clicking against the floor. "Who the hell do you think you're talking to?" I feel myself beginning to shake in fear, I hate confrontation. Beatrice continues to take steps towards me until I'm cornered between the wall and a locker. I have nowhere to go. Being confined in small spaces limits the amount of oxygen filling my lungs and I can feel panic begin to settle in. "Let me go, I need to go." I plead with her, my voice trembling. I don't want to have a panic attack in front of Beatrice and her friends, not here. Beatrice scoffs, her eyes running down my body and back up again. "Weren't you wearing the same clothes yesterday? Oh my god, you're disgusting!" She teases, holding her nose and wafting the air in front of her. Multiple students pass us and choose not to help despite seeing the terrified expression plastered across my face. I guess I'm not good enough or popular enough to defend. "It's a different hoody." I answer her, my eyes glued to the floor. My hands begin to tremble by my side and I force myself to remain calm despite it becoming increasingly difficult to breathe. "Do you always shop in the boys section?" Beatrice asks me, giggling at her own joke. Her friends on either side of me burst into laughter on cue and I feel fresh tears prick the back of my eyes. I bite the inside of my cheek, forcing myself to block out their laughter. It doesn't work and the sound continues to ring inside my ears mockingly. "Oh my god, she's going to cry. Look at her girls, she's turning into a crying mess." Beatrice scoffs, flicking my cheek with her pointy acrylic nails. Her floral perfume invades my senses and I squirm, backing up into the wall. The dull ache in my body begins to throb and I let out a small whimper, clutching it with my hand. At this point I'm beginning to breathe in short little pants, desperate for oxygen to relieve my strained lungs. Beatrice's eyes widen at my distress and before I know it, she's disappeared from my view. I finally hear the click clack of her heels descend down the corridor. . I let out a deep breath, feeling like I can breath once again. The pain in my side continues to throb and I close my eyes, grateful that the corridors are beginning to empty. I don't know how long I remain slumped against the wall, grateful to gather my thoughts in the silence whilst I have the chance. The thought of going to my next lesson causes my stomach to stir and I groan, doubling over slightly. "Hey, are you feeling okay?" The voice is low, lined with concern. I quickly snap open my eyes and when they land on the person standing in front of me, my mouth drops open too. Brody Baxter.

CHAPTER 8

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