CHAPTER 40

Maybe he gave someone else a Teddy bear, maybe it isn't me. It can’t be me, it can’t! These thoughts raced through my mind as I frantically looked through my contact list on my phone. Who the hell was I trying to call, though? The only person I could possibly tell this all to was Beth, considering Paul is probably with his boyfriend at the moment. L.A. is two hours behind Tennessee, so odds are she's sleep right now. Fuck it, this is crucial. I pressed the call button and waited, my...