Tanya's pov I am really ashamed of myself. How could I love him? And why do I still love him? I hate him but still I love him. And this guilt, it is killing me. Janvi lost her and her child's life because of him and I still love him. What type of friend am I? Today, Sanvi asked me if she can share our past with Akshit. Of course, I agreed. I didn't want to share it with anyone. But I lost my right to decline the moment I told Ritvik that his wife is Janvi and not Sanvi. Because of me, he killed her and her unborn child. Yes, her child. He says that the child was a mistake, his biggest mistake and he doesn't accept the child. He said that he should die with the guilt of touching a girl who is not Sanvi and at that moment, I once again realized that he can never be mine. I can't have him but what I didn't realise is that he shot himself too after shooting her. Because of his guilt of touching Janvi, he also shot himself and a part of me also died. I am really guilty of loving him but I will love him no matter what.