Chapter 6

Tanya's pov I want to tell him that if he is doing all this while thinking of me as Sanvi, then I am not Sanvi but I stop myself from doing that. I already ruined her life enough. I am done with being selfish. If she could bear someone whom she doesn't love because he threatened her with my pictures, it is my duty to ensure her happiness... In a daze, I am married and soon, I am in his bedroom, waiting for my husband while I cry. I want this to be over with. Where is he? He is torturing me with his waiting game. Fear of what to come is always more tortuous than fear of the outcomes. He is torturing me with this fear... I hear a door click and I fist the bed sheets tightly. I don't know what he will do. Well, I don't know who he is. I don't even know his name and I am already his wife... I shake violently when he sits on the bed. He opens my ghunghat and looks at me as if I am his trophy. I can't bear it anymore so I ask, "Who are you and why am I here?" "I am AAarush Rathodh , the mafia king and Ritvik's Rathodh elder  brother who committed suicide because he was in love with a girl called Sanvi sharma and now that I have Sanvi sharma sorry Rathodh with me, she will suffer. I was gone for 5 years and when I came back my brother was dead. My father sent me away from my family in childhood. And then send me London  for studies there I meet the mafia leaders and now I'm the f*****g mafia King. I came India for a work and want to settle here I thought to meet my brother but I get to know that he is dead because of you b***h. So I decided that I will marry sanvi and make her life miserable. Not to mention you're very beautiful and innocent looking. No wonder my brother fell for you. But you can't fool me by your innocence. I will ruin your life. It's my promise. You are very proud of your beauty right? I will make sure that you will curse your beauty "he said I shake involuntarily at his low and dangerous tone and he looks at me in amusement. Huh poor me if he knows what his brother did to me. His brother used me and threw me. And poor sanvi he used her also And marry janvi then rape her and kill her and his own child. I can bet he doesn't know any of this. He only knows what happened to his brother. The brothers are the same. Totally sick minded and brutal. I look at my lap and take deep breaths. I have to do this... for Sanvi. I have to ensure her happiness but I seriously wanted to look at my niece. Yes, I feel it will be a daughter. I wanted to see her but I don't regret telling him that I am Sanvi. She needs to be happy... It's my opportunity to rectify all my mistakes.... He suddenly pulls me on his lap, making me straddle him. I shake again in shock. When he caresses my cheek, I flinch away. He seems to be annoyed by that and slaps me tightly. Bastard, why the hell did he slap me? I was about to fall from his lap but he steadied me with my waist. I flinch once again when I feel his cold hand at my bare waist and I gulp nervously. Sanvi... for her... anything for her happiness. I repeat this as a mantra. He kisses me with so much tenderness that I moan at the feeling. He breaks the kiss and says, "It is so easy to make you moan. Aren't you a perfect whore?" He fists my hair and I cry out loudly, wanting this to be over already. I am ashamed of my action but what could I do? I have no experience of all this and it will only be normal for me to react at anything. Only once Rithvik kissed me but that's just one time. I don't have any experience.... He grips my throat, choking me slightly and kissing me as if punishing me. Yes he is punishing me indeed for the sin I didn't commit.. I don't understand this man. He was so gentle before but right now, he is like an animal who is hungry for days. And I'm his food well favourite food. I must say...... Mature content ********************* He starts to undress me and I beg him to stop but he ignores me first he throws my stole then he takes my jewellery off then my blouse, lehenga and soon, I am naked in front of him.  I tried to cover myself, scratch him, scream, hit him but I failed miserably. He tied my hands and mouth. He enters me swiftly and I scream loudly with the cloth he tied. It pains as hell without any lubrication. Hell he didn't care that I'm a virgin. Without giving me time to adjust, he starts thrusting violently and soon, he comes inside me while still choking me and then falls limp on me. I was crying like a mad woman but he didn't care. What did I do to have a fate like this? Why is it always me who has to suffer? Am I that bad? Am I cursed? I don't know and I don't have the courage or energy to think or move my body. I try to push him off because he is heavy but he doesn't care to move nor take out his length from inside me. I leave it there and sleep because I realise that I will need a lot of strength to fight this monster…