Chapter 19: Candles

I admit I'm starting to lose control, and I'm getting used to the feeling. I might even say I like it. It's confusing. I've only just met Ted, but when he flirts with me, I don't push him away. I'm scared and nervous, but there's a spark of excitement. My husband and I love each other, but our sex life has never really worked. He only lasts a minute or two at most. Just when I start to feel something, it's already over. Every time, it leaves me suffering. I even dread being intimate with him. Sometimes...