Chapter 57: Quite a Rush

"When we get home, my husband asks me if it was exciting. I can't tell if it's shame or fear, but I start to cry. He keeps saying nobody knows me, and besides, it was dark-no one could see my face. He tells me not to worry, that no one will recognize me outside. Only then did I start to relax a little. That night I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop replaying what happened on the rooftop-me naked, my husband having his way with me. I just can't understand why, caught between jealousy, anxiety, and...