Chapter 38 The Simple Happiness of the Past

Julia really wanted to say many words at the moment, because she felt that she was dying, she had a lot of words to tell him. The most important was their daughter. If she died, no one would look after her daughter. However, she could not say anything now. It seemed that she had been drained of strength, and she could only convulse and bleeding. Is the feeling death? Was it the same feeling as Ian Wilson six years ago? God is so fair, let Ian Wilson had once, now let her have once. But she was not cool enough to die . .. “ Rain...... " Julia was trying to tell him. She did not have any desire except worrying about Rain. How about Rain if she were deed? “What did you say?Julia... " Julia said it vague, Ian Wilson can not hear clearly. His brain was empty. As long as she could be alive, he can do anything. Julia feel very weak, the pain was really hard to say. It was tearing. Let her hard to bear. She was dizzy, and more and more unconscious now. She felt weaker and weaker. The man was more and more blurred. Death, it is so simple... Her consciousness has fallen into a void. She did not know anything, as if sleeping for a long time and never wake up any more. When she had a little consciousness, she felt a headache. Her throat was so dry, and the body seemed to have disengaged from her soul and wandered completely out of her shell. It seemed eyelid had a few hundred thousand pounds. She was hard to open the eyes, and did not know it was dream or true. Only a voice surrounded her all the time : “Julia, wake up. I beg you, wake up, Julia...” Julia? What an affection nickname, so that her heart beaten so strong when she heard the nickname. And then she seemed to start sleepwalking again. She feel like a fever into a kind of mirage to return to their former. Long long ago, he was a member of the aristocratic school, and she was just a normal high school student. They had no connection. He came to speak in her school one, she was fascinated by him. She did not know where she had stolen courage at that time, so that she wrote a love letter to him. Actually it was a love song. A love song that had written, and she found a lot of ways to give him. She felt so talented at the time, but he had no reaction at all . She was so worried and waited for her at the door of his school in the middle of the night . It was winter, and she was already frozen into ice, even her voice was trembled. Hey, Ian Wilson, did you see the love song I gave you? At least you should reply ."She play a role of too sister in order to cover her nervousness. “I have throw it . Do not bother me again.” “It took me a week to write. Why did you throw it away?” “Because I do not like you, okay?” At that time she might not dissatisfied of his arrogance, or she felt shame as a school flower. She was insisting writing to him a long song once a week. He did not respond, and she kept writing to him until the most painful day of her life. A call told her that her parents died in a car accident. It rained heavily that night, she confirmed the bodies and returned from police. She was crying on the road. She felt that she was going to die, and her life was dark. But he came, he gave her an umbrella and took her back to his apartment. He did not say anything, he heard her crying all the night. Her voice was dumb. He said to her the next day was : “Julia, do not chase me anymore . I already have a girlfriend.” At that time,Julia thought he was the most vicious person in the world. she was so sad, and he still stimulated her. She wiped tears, said: " OK, I know, you are a rich man. Originally I can not like you, even now I become an orphan. I assured I will not bother you again . " She was so disillusioned that she wanted to die. But when she ran to the door, he suddenly said, "Because you have caught up ." He held her, held her closely, and said to her one by one,"you are my girlfriend, you lose your parents,but you have I. You will never be an orphan, I will protect you . " However, he was really good. He transferred her to his school, Julia said: "tuition is too expensive, I can not afford it . " “You do not have to think about money. I do not calculate with my future wife.” He tried his best to take care of her. She could not have gotten out of the shadow of losing her parents so quickly without him . Julia asked him, "Did you pity on me? " He was a little angry at the time: " I do not think I have cheap enough to sell my true heart out for sympathy . " She was like a happy princess. He said he would protect her, used his life to protect her. He did, really did. But, Julia can not but accept fate. She was evil. Her parents died in car accident, they was also destroyed by a car accident. Happiness was always a step away, but she can never get past it. Were they just meant to be? her heart felt so hurt. She felt tears had been flowing away. The voice was more and more clear, he was calling her. “Julia, wake up?”Ian Wilson had been calling her. It was true, not a dream. Julia moved eyes, and it’s difficult to open the eyes. He became clear in front of her and she was conscious. “Julia?” He saw Julia opened her eyes. Ian Wilson was really excited. He smiled so simply. He was happy to cry. “Are you awake? I’m so scared. I’m so scared. "Ian Wilson grasped her hand tightly. They looked at each other. His eyes were. She did not die? Did she really wake up? Her life was strong enough...