Chapter 80

For a moment I felt as if the ground under me has cracked open and it wanted to swallow me up for a mistake I didn't even do. What exactly has life kept for me? I can't even understand what is all this going on with me. My emotions are mixed up and I could feel my head burdening with the thoughts of what is wrong with my life all of a sudden and I had started to question my own identity.
Who exactly am I?
Who exactly is that person who is claiming me as his wife and who exactly...