Chapter 5: Wang Li Lei

After the homeroom period, the class continues with its schedule. Xiao Yun was happy with the schedule as the first period was her favorite subject, Math. However, if she could complain, it would be whenever the teachers ask her a couple of times to confirm whether she is Xiao Yun. She was fed up with the same repeated question that she heard over and over. After the class ended, her next period was canceled, and it turned into a self-study period. She decided to doze off and rest her mind for a while. Gazing at the Cherry blossoms from her seat, Xiao Yun spins her pen aimlessly and goes into a reverie. There were too many things that she had to abruptly accept in a day. The fact that she went back to the past and her death. Although the fact that she suddenly went back to the past was supposed to be such a ridiculous and hard thing to believe in. However, Xiao Yun easily accepts them, and it is all because she has an even more important thing that she needs to do. Wang Li Lei, a famous name that everyone knows. He is the youngest person who was able to bring his corporation from the bottom to the top in only a few months. His parents died when he was 12, and he's 5 years older than Xiao Yun. Li Lei's parents and Xiao Yun's parents were best friends since college. When his parents died, everyone started to fight for his adoption; more correctly, they only wanted his parents' properties and cooperation. They tried to win over Wang Li Lei by currying favors, however, this only made Wang Li Lei more disgusted by them. Looking at his own family disgusting behavior, Wang Li Lei lost his trust in other people and shut his heart from anyone. Xiao Yun's parents couldn't bear looking at their friend's son slowly losing his own emotions and becoming more expressionless each day. Since then, Xiao Yun's parents invited Li Lei to interact more with him. At first, they want to adopt Li Lei but they couldn't because there were too many people oppose the idea since Li Lei is the only heir of the Wang family. Because of Yu Family's kindness and warmness, slowly Wang Li Lei's cold heart and expressionless face melted. Although even now, people would often describe him as a ruthless and cold-hearted man. The reason was unknown but when Wang Li Lei turned 16, he stops coming to Xiao Yun's house. Xiao Yun's parents would often invite him forcefully as they cared about Li Lei like their own son, however, Wang Li Lei would often decline them politely. This also leads to Xiao Yun's engagement with Li Lei. At her 18th birthday, the engagement was announced. In the past, she would agree with her parent's arrangement, because Li Lei is rich and she thought that perhaps with engaging with Wang Li Lei, she could help her parents company to flourish. And their loveless relationship continued until their divorce. Even though she liked someone else, Li Lei would let her do whatever she wanted. She thought that he didn't care much about her love relationship, so she still chased that trash Hong Yan Xun until she realized that she was betrayed. At the last moment when they signed the divorce certificate, Xiao Yun left the house right away to find Hong Yan Xun. And when she found him, he was already married to that vicious serpent, Qu Mei Xing! Moreover, the day of Xiao Yun's divorce was their wedding day! Finally, she went back to Li Lei's house, and she found him sleeping on a couch. His face looks lethargic and haggard. That was the first time Xiao Yun ever saw him up close. She felt that she was a fool to leave the man in front of her for some other trash. Afraid of hurting Wang Li Lei furthermore, she decides to take her luggage and move away from that house. Before Xiao Yun leaves, she takes a glance at him once more and takes a blanket to cover him. Suddenly Wang Li Lei mumbles in his sleep with tears flowing from his eyes, calling her name with a sorrowful expression. Until that day, Xiao Yun had never known that LiLei's feelings for her were love! Even though they have been married to each other for 4 years. Suddenly, she felt a pang of regret in her heart for divorcing Li Lei. She regrets not talking to him and looking at that man properly. She could've tried her best to understand him better, and maybe, that way, they could understand each other or even fall in love... But the rice had turned into porridge, and he couldn't turn back time. Everything has happened... She had made a grave mistake and ruined this man's heart. Xiao Yun couldn't hurt this man's heart anymore, and she is not worthy of him, after all, she cheated on him for a long time. And he has to bear all those painful feelings for a long time. Xiao Yun couldn't help but imagine his feelings every time she cheated on him. How hateful! How spiteful she is! She chased a crush who never even looked once at her side, and perhaps doesn't even know who she was, and harmed the person she loved. Xiao Yun continues to curse herself and takes her luggage and walks away from his house with tears of regret pouring down her cheeks. She had thought she was the worst woman in his life. That was until she soon realized. That all the time she was playing a demon tune. Other than the vixen's traps, there was someone else. Someone far from the word frightening. The demon who started the game of her indescribable hate to Wang Li Lei and her undying blind love for a foolish crush. He fabricated everything: her heart, her memories, and her feelings! That man alone, she would never forgive!