Chapter 8

Alm 1 ad pace the fees if thy office, feeding resties. Nothing has been the source since Lola was rejected.d The pain is constantly there. Every damn day, I wake up with this gaping hole where my heart is supposed to be: I feel empty. Like my f**g soul has been ripped into pieces. o stay strong, but I couldn't. I said I wouldn't beg, but I succumbed to the pain my wolf and sere feeling. Knox keeps crying out for his mate. He was driving both of us to the edge of insanity; werewolves can't get drunk on normal alcohol. We have our own special blend. One that our bodies don't burn quickly due to our fast metabolism. One night, I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't bear the pain anymore, so I succumbed and called Lola. I was drunk, and I begged her to take me back. To reconsider the rejection. I begged her to forgive me. She didn't, though,o ld me the thing she said the day she rejected me. That she couldn't forget or burn the image of Sadie naked, tangled with each other, from her mind. I hung up after that. Even though I wanted and needed her, I felt so f**g weak that I begged her. I was a **g Alpha, yet I begged my mate to take me back. It's been days since that day... And a few weeks since I banished that conniving snake from my pack. Gett majorly p**d off every ti think of all she took from me. I didn't even get the chance to punish her for her crimes because the f**g b**h escaped. This constant pain. This constant ache deep inside is because of her. It's because of her selfishness and her obsession. She destroyed my chance at having a mate, all because she couldn't f**g accept that I wasn't hers. Now here, restless and unsettled. Unable to concentrate on my damn work because both my wolf and I were hurting ."Ale,ct" I swiveled around sharply, growling at my beta. I didn't even notice that he had entered my office. This isn't like me. I'm now really irritable and distracted. B Jason raises his hands, showing that he is coming in peace. "I'm sorry, I knocked a couple of times, but you were lost in thought."