Chapter 8: Confused

The next day I woke up early but I didn't want to go to college, whenever i think of college I just have flashbacks of our kiss and my feelings which I couldn't control when I was near Caleb, but still I had to go because its better to go to college rather than to stay home alone and i ron't want to accept it, but it is true that inside me i wanted to see Caleb, feel his touch, his soft lips, but i instantly shook my head to ignore these thoughts and went for shower to get ready for college, but i don't know why today i have a sudden urge to look beautiful i think it is for Caleb's words saying me beautiful, i wanted to ignore his thoughts, his words but i couldn't able to resist it, finally I decided to wear a shirt and jeans and I put some light makeup with mascara and color lip balm on my lips to look more good, with this I headed towards college hoping for the best to happen between me and Caleb. When I reached college I tried to stare everywhere in search of Caleb, I really wanted to talk to him and needed to know about his feelings towards me, but I couldn't see him anywhere, I felt an unknown sadness and pain inside me, but ignoring that, I proceeded towards my first class, took a seat on an empty bench and tried to fix my attention in my subject notebook so that I don't get noticed by anyone, but, suddenly someone sat beside me, and that was Caleb i could feel my cheeks got heated by seeing him and my heart rate increased with his closeness towards me but i still tried to focus in my notebook, and suddenly without warning he hold my waist tightly with one hand and brings me close to him, his hard and warm arms feels really very nice, secure and comfortable, i have to admit it, as my body really reacts with his touch, he leans close to my ears and whispered 'sorry for yesterday's unknowing kiss love, next time it will be knowingly, but truely speaking i can't stay without touching you, without feeling you little' his voice sends me shivers down my body i could feel the desire and lust in his voice which exactly i am also feeling for him, then he leaves me and holds my left hand tightly by giving a huge rare grin on his face which looks really very handsome and charming on his hard face, he then adds 'but i know there is much more time to show my love to you' as if he could feel my lust towards him, I was confused by his words, and I wanted to know more about this mysterious guy. After that, in every class, I tried not to look at his handsome face and wrote down some notes when the professors taught the subjects, and he continued to hold my hand at every class. After the last class I gathered my notebooks and left the class, Caleb as usual followed after me but I noticed that outside the class everyone was already left, by thinking of me and Caleb alone I could feel the nervousness growing more inside me, suddenly Caleb pulled me towards him and lean towards me and muttered 'i want to say you something about me today and today I will take you my home' i became confused with his statement, I was wanting to know more about him as he is mysterious, but I don't know whether to agree or not as it is very fast for me, but I also admit that I feel very comfortable and safe with him, so I just nodded hesitantly and he holds my hand with again a huge rare grin on his face and took me towards his car...