Chapter 3 - Beat

I texted Jayden to meet me at my private residence during lunch, so I'm here waiting for him. For those who don't know, students who belong to the Top 5 richest and smartest in the school have a private residence. My heart is pounding fast, I don't know why. This is the first time I felt like this. 'Come on, Margaret, this is not the first time you'll break up with a guy.' I thought to myself. I heaved a sigh and walked back and forth when the door swung open. It was Jayden. My heart was beating like a drum when he walked inside and sat on the couch. "So what do you need me for?" He asked while yawning. "Jayd, en it's been a week, so I'm breaking up with you," I said with my head up high. He was frowning when I looked at him. And his aura suddenly changed. From the childish and cute face, it was dark. I felt a sudden chill run down my spine. He walked towards me and grabbed my hand. He threw me on the bed and pinned me down. "What did you say? We're over? Do you think you can just bug me for a week, then leave? No! That's not how I play." He was almost yelling. It was the first time I saw him as a man. I felt his knee between my thighs, he was holding my arms on top of my head. I can't move. He moved his face closer and started to kiss me. It's not a passionate kiss. It's hard, forceful, and aggressive. I froze. He frowned and stopped. "Is this your first kiss?" He asked. I felt a tear drop from my eyes. I was scared. I thought I'm going to be raped. To my surprise, he stood up and stared at me. "If that's your first kiss, then you're still a virgin?" I sat up on the bed and started sobbing. "So what if I'm a virgin? That's the reason I changed boyfriends every week so they won't be able to touch me." It's true. I was never a slut or a whore. I dumped every guy I dated after a week so they wouldn't have a chance to take advantage of me. "Stop crying. I won't rape you for god's sake. If that's what you think! But you're not going to break up with me. I won't allow that." He said, annoyed. "Why? You can get a real girlfriend on campus. You don't need to stay with me." From his face, he can easily get a girl. I heard he's popular with the girls in the bronze class. And he's starting to get popular in the platinum class because he was always seen there. "Because I'm going to take all your first time. Your body is mine, I won't let any other man touch you." He said in a firm voice. I was still crying, but I was shocked by what he said. When I looked at him, he was back to the childish Jayden. But his eyes are still dark. He's mad. I need to end this now. "No! I won't let you! I told you it's just for a week!" "Do you think you can easily get away from me? Fine! You want to break up? Go ahead, find another guy, I already have another girl in mind anyway." He turned his back on me and started to walk out. Is there another girl? Will he have another girl after getting my first kiss? No! I won't allow that! Without me noticing, I already grabbed his shirt. "What?" He asked, frowning. "I -, I won't let you have another girlfriend!" I shouted while my head bowed down. I can't look directly into his eyes. "You're selfish. You want to break up so you can get another guy, but you won't allow me to have another girl?" He said, smirking. I raised my head and looked into his eyes. "No! I won't. I won't break up with you, so don't find another girl." I was still sobbing. He was also directly looking into my eyes, then smirked again. He raised his hand, I thought he'd remove my hand from his shirt, but he held my chin and bent down, levelling his face into mine. "You know you're a naughty girl. Playing with those boys every week. Are you sure you want to stay with me?" He asked. I stared into his eyes and didn't answer for a while. I don't know, oh,w but I was drawn to him. Thinking that he'll be with another girl makes me anxious. "Yes, I'm sure," I replied. "From now on, you will obey me, not the other way around. I already let you go for a week, but not anymore. I don't like girls who are controlling and demanding." My heart was beating like a drum when he said that. "And I'm serious, I will take all of your first. You're mine from now on. If you try to control me, I will punish you. If I see you with another guy other than your friends, prepare for the consequences. I won't force you to have sex with me. I don't do that, but I will make you beg for it. Do you understand?" I don't know if I understood all of it, but I just nod. "Now close your eyes and relax." I closed my eyes when he said that. His voice was not controlling or demanding like mine, but I voluntarily obeyed him when I heard his voice. He then gently put his lip to mine. This time it was gentle and sweet. It's passionate. I felt tears flowing from my eyes. He suddenly pulled me into his arms. "Why are you crying again? Sshh. Did I scare you?" He asked while caressing my back. "Yes. I thought I saw a different person." "I am different, Peggy. You don't know what I am. So maybe you can say, I'm your worst nightmare."