Chapter 6 - Kian

My eyes widened in surprise. "What? Are you crazy?" "So you know what I mean," Jayden smirked. ​​ "I don't have experience, but I'm not stupid." I was startled when Jayden suddenly continued to caress me between my thighs. I gasped. I realized we're in a public place, so I stood and ran outside. I heard Nina call me, but I didn't look back. I went inside the music room, where I always go to calm myself. I have mixed feelings about Jayden. I know love is far from what we feel for each other. It's just that I can't accept seeing him with another girl. But it doesn't mean I can just agree with everything he says. "I know you'll be here. Why did you walk out?" Jayden asked. I sighed. "Jay, then I can't do whatever you asked. I'm not that kind of girl. I don't believe in love, but I can't just give you my body." "Like I said, I won't force you. Earlier I'm pissed because you seems down. Those rumors about you it's making me mad." He said. ", Jareally think we should break up. I can't keep up with you. So please leave me alone." I said firmly. "Fine! You win!" His face became dark, and again n, it was like a different person. He kicked the chair, which startled m,e and left. JJayde hasn't talked to me for two days now after our breakup. We're still staying at Alora's and Luke's house, but I haven't seen him. He will leave early in the morning and will come home late. "Peggy, did you hear that Jayden has a new girlfriend?" Emily asked. I was surprised. But what should I expect? He's the new CFO of A.E. Corporation, and I heard he's smart in class. "I see. I don't care. We already broke up two days ago. Let's go and eat lunch," I said. We were on our way to the restaurant when we saw Jayden with his new girlfriend. It was the girl I saw the other day. His hand was wrapped around her waist, and their faces were so close while giggling at each other. I felt a sudden pain in my heart. It was like someone stabbed me. I tried to ignore them and just walked straight to the restaurant. Jayden didn't join our table and joined with his new girl instead. They were actually in front of us. It was torture. Jayden will sometimes whisper something into her ear, and she will shyly smile or laugh. I stood up after I finished my lunch and went ahead. Before I could reach the door, someone called me. "Peggy!" It's Kian, one of our classmates. "Yes?" I asked, frowning. "I know this is not the right place, but I would like to ask if we could hang out sometimes?" Everyone heard Kia, including Jayden. I can't see his reaction, and I don't want to look at him flirting with that girl. I paused for a moment. I have never rejected someone, everyone knows that. "Sure. 1 week. You know the rules, right?" I asked. "Yes. Thank you." He smiled. "Okay. Pick me up after school. We could go to a cafe so we could at least know each other." I said before leaving the restaurant. Kian was also a gentleman. We've been dating for 2 days now, and he has never held my hand. Sometimes I feel like he's hiding something. We were in the music room, where I usually hang out alone. "Kian, are you gay?" I asked. He froze. "No -, I -" I chuckled. "You know it's fine. I think you can say I'm relieved." "How did you know?" He asked. "I've been with a different guy every week. But when I'm with you, I feel like I'm with Nina or Emily. You've never even gotten close to me as close as one foot. You know I won't let you. I'm not that kind of girl." "You're a virgin, right?" He asked. I should get embarrassed, but knowing he's gay, I was glad. "Yeah. The boyfriend thing every week, and those rumors are not true. I just didn't say anything about it." "I knew it!" His face suddenly lit up, and he sat beside me closer than one foot. "So why did you ask me out?" I asked, confused. "To show them that I'm not gay." I wanted to laugh. He's ga, but he doesn't want anyone to find out. "There's a guy I like in the Bronze Class. He's a childhood friend. We're always together. I have no intention of confessing to him, but he suddenly got a girlfriend. When he told me that, I got mad. I did some investigation on the girl and found out she's just using him. He has a boyfriend from the Gold Class. When I warned her, I knew her secret. She suddenly let out a rumor about me being gay and I'm in love with my friend. After that, he started avoiding me. I was heartbroken, so the only thing that we could go back to before was if I proved to him I'm not gay." He said sadly. "Even if you go back to what it was before, you will still get hurt. Your feelings will not be reciprocated. So why would you like to get close to him again?" I asked. "He's the only one for me. So even if I get hurt or he can't look at me the way I looked at him, it's fine. I just don't want to lose him. If he's happy, I'll be happy." Tears suddenly flowed into his eyes. "Kian, your love is so pure and selfless. I admire you. Don't worry,y I will help you, I promise." I hugged him tightly and caressed his back to calm him down. "It's nice to have a girlfriend. You're so kind, Peggy. Jayden is an asshole to let you go." I laughed. I didn't comment, Jayden. I was still hugging Kian, and he was leaning into my chest when the door swung open. Speaking of the devil. It was Jayden. His face suddenly became dark. We fixed ourselves as Jayden walked towards us. To my surprise, he grabbed Kianbynby by his collar. "Don't you ever touch her again!" He yelled. When he let him go, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me outside. "Jayden, let go of me!" He didn't say a word. He was walking fast while dragging me in the hallway. It was lunchtime, so of course, a lot of students saw what was happening. He brought me to my residence, which I forgot I permitted him to go to anytime. He's still not saying anything. It made me nervous. I felt like there was a dark aura surrounding him. When we went inside, he threw me on the bed and pinned me down. My hands are on top of my head. I was shocked when he suddenly ripped my blouse, including my be, exposing my breasts. "You idiot, what are you doing!? Stop it!" I yelled. He smirked. My heart was beating so fast. His face was dark, and his eyes were different; it was not him. He suddenly pressed his lips to mine. It was hungry and possessive. He forcefully slid his tongue inside my mouth. I wanted to cry. This is not what I want, but my body seems to respond to his kisses. I'mI starting to get hot. His left hand was still holding my hands on top of my head while his other hand cupped one of my breasts. I gasped. He then left my swollen lips and kissed me on the neck down to my chest and sucked one of my nipples. "Jayde,n" I moaned. My mind says no,o but my body is betraying me. Don't know, Bully missed him. I felt his hand caressing my stomach down to my navel. Then he aggressively ripped my underwear and opened my legs. I froze. Is this it? Am I going to give my body to him? This is not right. This is not what I want. I didn't know that I was already crying. I was a mess. My clothes were ripped, my lips swollen, and I couldn't taste my blood coming from my lower lip.