Chapter 10

*Lilith’s POV*

I walk around the cabin and open all the cupboards, and admire the craftsmanship that has gone into the building of the place

Kosta leans on the door frame and watches me, never taking his eyes off me

When I walk past him, his arm brushes against mine

I feel a shiver run down my spine, not a bad shiver, a good one. I remember how it feels to be lost in Kosta’s touch

I look up at him, and he devours me with his hungry eyes

I know he wants me, but I don’t know if I am ready. I’m not sure if I can be comfortable under his gaze. My body has changed. I know he said he loves me no matter what, but I have to love my body before he can, right?

I continue walking to the room that has a small crib in it, and I place Mila down for her sleep

When I go back to the living area, I stand and look at Kosta. I notice him clenching and unclenching his fists. He is trying to hold himself back from taking me

I smirk at him

“Are you sure you are okay with not doing anything?”

He walks towards me like a man starving with need

I walk backwards until my back hits the wall, and Kosta's hands rest near each side of my head

He leans down and kisses me

“This is a bad idea”, I murmured. He brushes his lips against mine and nips my bottom lip “terrible idea”, he says as he moves towards my neck. I lace my fingers through his hair and let out a soft moan “what if?” I begin to say, but Kosta's mouth covers mine. He pulls back, and I’m left breathless “don’t think Nic” he takes my bottom lip into his mouth and gives it a gentle tug. I open up for him and our tongue’s battle for Dominance

I feel Kosta's hands run down my arms, and he plays with the hem of my shirt then breaks away from the kiss “do you want this, Nic” he says breathlessly. I look him in his eyes and nod “say it, Nic. Once I start, I’m not stopping; I’m holding on by a thread” I pull his face closer to mine, and I hit his bottom lip and try to deepen the kiss “say it, Nic” I move my hands to the hem of his shirt, and I tug on it “I want you” his mouth crashes against mine, and he picks me up and carries me to the sofa he pulls away to remove his shirt and then lingers over me then lowers himself down and kisses me

I run my hands over his back, but he takes my hands and pins them over my head. I gasp

And Kosta chuckles, “uh-uh Nic, let me explore you.”

He moves down my body, my wrists still in his hands, and he begins kissing down my throat to my chest. He lifts my shirt, and I pull it over my head. When Kosta goes to unclip my bra, I hear Mila begin to cry

I sit up, and my head collides with Kostas

“I guess we will continue after our princess is back to sleep,” he says as he continues to kiss me while I fumble for my shirt

I give him a kiss and chuckle “that’s if she goes to sleep,” I say as I get up and go tend to Mila

When I got to her room, I let out a breath I was holding. Am I ready to go that far again with Kosta?

*Kosta’s POV*

I watch Lilith walk to Mila’s room, and I smile. I know she wants me as much as I want her, and I’m glad we got interrupted. I don’t want to take her on the sofa. I want this time to be special like the first time, so I pick up my shirt and adjust my pants and then begin to get everything ready for when Mila goes back to sleep

I make sure Lilith doesn’t need anything before I busy myself getting our room ready

I gather up some candles and make sure the lights are dim, then I go to the kitchen and get some wine from the fridge and take it to the room

When I have everything set up, I go and check on Lilith and see her putting Mila back in her crib she walks up to me and wraps her arms around my waist and looks up at me

“We should eat some dinner; then I have to get some sleep.”

I dip my head down and capture her lips with mine. Lilith Responds, and I pick her up and walk her to our room. When I lay her on the bed, her eyes open, and she rests on her elbows and looks around the room and smiles. I go our her a glass of wine and then get the fruit platter I made

“Relax, Nic,” I say while I kiss her shoulders. She lets out a soft moan “Kosta”, I kiss the nape of my neck “hmmm.” I hum, “what if you find me disgusting?” I pull back and then lift her chin so Lilith can see my eyes. “I love you, Lilith, and I love your body. It has changed, and I find it sexy as fuck, so please let me show you what you do to me, sweetheart. I want you. It's always been you!” Lilith grabs my face and kisses me. Then she moves and pushes me onto my back and takes her shorts off, then straddles me. I reach up and run my hands over her breasts, then run my hands down her sides and hold her in place. Lilith leans down and kisses me again, and I reach behind her and unclip her bra and take it from her body, then I cup her breasts and sit up, then run my hands down her back. Lilith responds to my touch and begins to tug at my shirt. I lean back and take it off, then our mouths crash back together, and I move to control Nic. She drops her head back onto the pillows and arches her back, so I move down to her breasts and begin to suck on her nipples, and then I move to show the other one the same amount of attention. I move lower down my stomach, leaving kisses as I go. When I get to her pants, I look up at her “Nic, do you want this?” she brings her hips closer to my face like a silent plea, and I hear a breathless “please, Kosta.” I sit back on my hunches and take her pants and underwear off; then, I take insight in front of me. Her olive skin is perfect, and the tiger stripes on her stomach add her allure. I dipped my head down and tasted her, and she was become like a drug, like something ill never have enough of. I slid my fingers between her folds, and I heard a whimper come from Nic. I crawled back over her body and kissed her, “it's ok, baby relaxes, I'll take care of you.” I undo my pants and get rid of them and get Lilith primed for me when I enter her; I nearly look in control. I wait for her to Adjust to my size when I hear whimper “move.” that's all I need to listen to. I begin to move and make sure I hit the right spot every time I lean down and kiss Nic when she pulls me closer. “Kosta, I Love you.”